My Name Is Acu...
This is my first post,the first thing im going to do is to introduce myself.Call me Acu,dont ask my real age,dont ask how i know this and that,dont feel terrified of what im going to say and reveal but just take it as a fun reading material.
Im sick and my life is boring,sitting here in my dusty room with my laptop and the internet that connect me to the rest of the world.
Im paralyzed and im still young,tell me about how mean life is.A young good looking boy like me have to endure this Test from God,since 16th years old and its getting worst.
Luckily i got a cheerful childhood with plenty excitement through out the first 12 years of my life.The nightmare started to come when im 13th,infact at 12th i have already have a weird feeling about my body strength.Look,im the biggest out of all my friends but im also the weakest in the group.Never did well in sports,but its a fun time nevertheless.
The highschool came and its the worst time at 13th im still quite strong,im able to climb stairs and stand up with ease.No real sign of bad health problem to come,but its getting worst by the time when i reach 14th.I cant climb stairs as fast as before,climbing into the bus is the hardest thing to do.At 15th its getting more and more devastating for me,my friends mock me.They are making fun of me,im not able to walk as fast and climb as quick as they are,no problem they dont know the heck that happen to me.I keep it to me and even i do tell them they laugh at me,i cant wipe off the nightmare of falling from stairs,having to do things that im unable to perform properly,staying in the toilet when prayers time because i cant pray like them! i have to sit and pray like disable person.Well im pretty much disable at that time.
16th years old and its doomed,i cant climb the stairs anymore! i have to force myself up and my body was in shock and i collapse in high fever for 1 week.By the time i was get ready to go back to school it happen,i remember that faithful morning!after the breakfast and i was all dress up and ready to go to school.My dad start his motorbike engine and i cant lift my leg to sat on the bike back seat! instead i fall down and the my mom scream "Acu falldown!!stop!!".
She said to me,u cant go to school anymore dear.3 people try to life me and i still unable to stand,then my bro go outside and lift me and bring me back to my house.
Thats it,i was unable to go to school anymore! my mind still stuck at school,everynight i dream about going back to school and met my friends like everyday.I mean every night!! no kidding im telling you the truth.
Well,its what God have destine for me and its something that i have to take as humble as i can.Its God speaking to me,its God telling me something,its God loving me and gave me this illness so i dont caught in the world full of wrong doings and sins!
Till Next Time...
